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Yesterday was my last scheduled counselling session.

Anything I now can't cope with is my own problem.

(Actually, anything I now can't cope with is going to get a bloody good hiding. Fuck being rendered catatonic with terror by other people and things.)


Meanwhile, http://abebooks.co.uk is terrible thing designed to part JH-R with wedges of cash at the drop of a search. I blame [livejournal.com profile] jarkman.

[Edit: People ask 'Did it work, how did it work and was it good?' That requires a bit of a think and a long answer when I'm not at work.]

Date: 2004-06-04 03:01 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] countb.livejournal.com
As a fellow scared-of-bloody-everything person did counselling help?

Date: 2004-06-04 06:15 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] hirez.livejournal.com
Yes. Although not in ways that I'd expected. I think I was lucky to find a counsellor I got on with right away, and that I'd been driven by fairly extreme circumstances (for me, then) to Get Stuff Sorted: You can't fix people who don't want it.

Date: 2004-06-04 06:22 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] countb.livejournal.com
I do want it *badly*
It really is damn silly - I'm scared of my fecking wheelchair!

Date: 2004-06-04 03:08 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] jarkman.livejournal.com
(a) Congratulations. Does it feel completed, as well as finished ?

(b) I'm so very sorry.

Date: 2004-06-04 06:17 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] hirez.livejournal.com
a) I think so. In that I don't feel bereft w/o a regular session to go to. There may be Other Stuff, but hell, I'll sort that out when I get there. It'll be a laugh.

b) And so you should be.

Date: 2004-06-04 03:09 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] mr-tom.livejournal.com
Augh! They have a first edition of Mrs. Beeton! Where's the scalpel, I'm sure I only need one kidney...

Date: 2004-06-04 03:19 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] hirez.livejournal.com
Coincidence (of a sort): http://www.crummy.com/2004/05/27/1

(Which is this (http://www.abebooks.co.uk/servlet/SearchResults?imagefield.x=16&an=Helen+Worth&ph=2&sortby=3&imagefield.y=17).)

[Evil Svengali [livejournal.com profile] jarkman again.]

Date: 2004-06-04 03:28 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] mr-tom.livejournal.com
Yes. Very much so. Most of the serious cheffy colleges (CIA / Cordon Blue, Leiths &c.) don't teach recipes as much as ratios and patterns.

As a tangent, there's a thingy on the interweb for writing recipes in reverse Polish (amongst others). Which is top-notch. [googles] http://www.anthus.com/Recipes/CompCook.html.

Actually, this brings me round to a couple of rants that I've been meaning to have recently. Namely, that "Software Engineering" has more in common with cookery than traditional engineering disciplines. And that as a result, the IP issues surrounding recipes have been following a Creative Commons pattern for hundreds or even thousands of years.

Date: 2004-06-04 04:14 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] quercus.livejournal.com
writing recipes in reverse Polish

Cake Poppyseed ?

Date: 2004-06-04 05:21 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] hirez.livejournal.com
That site... Makes for more sense than I'm comfortable with.

Clearly we should make that Oliver bloke run the pig farm and install, oh, I dunno, Eric Allman in his stead.

(Cue bloody slashdot war over BSD vs GNU cooking)

Date: 2004-06-04 03:32 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] jarkman.livejournal.com
I do wonder how we ever managed to buy anything before the Interweb turned up.

Date: 2004-06-04 03:46 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] hirez.livejournal.com
It was very hard.

Remember when the only people with odd electronic gadgets were the people whose dads worked in the middle east and had picked something up in Dubai duty-free?

Or indeed trying to persuade someone in the US that they might like to try shipping to the UK?

Postal orders. SAEs. Having to go to bloody Camden to get something as pedestrian as a Joy Division shirt. Phaze adverts in the back of the NME. Book orders that took three months not to turn up.

God. It was the bloody dark ages.

Date: 2004-06-04 05:08 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] jarkman.livejournal.com
'Please allow 30 days for delivery'. Plainly ridiculous.

Date: 2004-06-04 03:24 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] missfairchild.livejournal.com
Noooo! We removed one of your kidneys already, to pay for the deposit on the flat!

Date: 2004-06-04 03:10 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] aeia.livejournal.com
Was wondering how the counselling was going. I think you're on your own when seeing a counsellor, just taught to think about things differently.

Date: 2004-06-04 06:23 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] hirez.livejournal.com
Well. I have become... Self-contained. (which is hopefully different from self-centred)

Yes. Definitely. So many exchanges went along the lines of:

JH-R: 'I have a bit of a problem with (x)...'
C: 'Oh?'
JH-R: Goes on to describe (x) and about halfway through stops and says 'Oh. But that's just stupid, isn't it? I should stop doing (reaction) and do (sensible dealing with problem) instead. God, I'm such an idiot... Ha! Good. Happy now...'

Excellent

Date: 2004-06-04 03:19 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lazrus-armagedn.livejournal.com
Best site I've seen since pre B&N-buyout Fatbrain.com

They even list Pat Cadigan!


--
Your ever lovin' groovy vicar

Re: Excellent

Date: 2004-06-04 03:39 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] hirez.livejournal.com
Isn't it? I'll beetle through some of Bristol's s/h bookshops this weekend, but if they've not got what I'm after, I'll get it from abebooks.

It's an ebay for the sort of people who read the 'Review' section of the Guardian first on a Saturday.

[It's also entirely unsurprising that many sites seem to be sprouting weblog/journal/forum/commerce functionality. Amazon now have bloggage, for instance. LJ may well evolve some inter-punter trading engine.]

Date: 2004-06-04 04:16 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] quercus.livejournal.com
Brissel's S/H bookshops are rubbish. Try Bath instead.

If you must though, don't forget the two up the Gloucester Road.

Date: 2004-06-04 04:15 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] quercus.livejournal.com
Groovy Vicar ?!

Jeez.... There's a blast from the past

Date: 2004-06-04 04:31 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lazrus-armagedn.livejournal.com
Yeah ... I've got the original Deadline from '92

Haven't heard hide nor hair of the GV since then though

I always meant to do something about it, but only recently finally got around to scanning it, upping it on my LJ and making a couple of icons from it

When it first appeared, it resonated VERY strongly indeed with then person I was then ... and in fact I haven't really changed a great deal since then, just become a little softer/gentler with people and the World around me - So, I decided that it was time to reinstate myself into my rightful position as the vicar of grooviness ;D


--
Your ever lovin' groovy vicar

Date: 2004-06-04 05:01 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] quercus.livejournal.com
I have all of the Deadlines 8-)
For the good ones (first dozen or so), I have two, just in case I spill Beer on one.

It's strangely ironic that a thread that began as "Has JH-R got his head back together?" has turned into Deadline fanboy. That's quite staggeringly accurate targetting and all by accidentally drifting.

Date: 2004-06-04 05:13 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sarah-mum.livejournal.com
You mean you have the early ones, the ones Lol hasn't got, from back when it was good? I really must pop down to Gormanbat for a browse.

Spilling beer on Deadlines? Good lord, who'ld do a thing like that? #embarased feet-shuffling#

And what's with the subliminal messages?

Date: 2004-06-04 05:16 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lazrus-armagedn.livejournal.com
It is unfortunate (when isn't it?) that I don't have all the Deadlines - But, isn't it great that, as luck would have it, I did manage to get my grubby mits on every issue of Toxic! (also acidentally)?

Date: 2004-06-04 05:27 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] hirez.livejournal.com
It's a long story. D'you want the Dingbat/[livejournal.com profile] quercus version (probably funnier, with swearing and all the actions) or the jhawkes/[livejournal.com profile] hirez one? (Shorter, potentially historically accurate.)

I used to have most of the early Deadlines. They were 'tidied'.

There was some other random 'zine that had a strip named 'Jessamy' in it. That's the only name that stuck in my head.

Date: 2004-06-04 05:30 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lazrus-armagedn.livejournal.com
If there are two confessions to be made then I shall hear them both, my son

Step into the confessional one at a time


--
Your ever lovin' groovy vicar

Date: 2004-06-04 06:11 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] hirez.livejournal.com
So, years go at the BBC research department at Kingswood Warren, there used to be (and maybe still is) this fellow who was fanatical about steam engines. He was always chuffing on about what he got up to at the weekend on the Bluebell Railway. So much so, in fact, that he could turn an ostensibly sensible conversation about (say) antenna design or HDTV into something involving bogies, bunkering or 4-4-2 in under three sentences.

Elsewhere, there were a group of hackerish types, computer journalists and the similarly geek-aligned who'd managed to meet (usually in the midst of howling arguments about Thatcherism and MS-DOS) on the not-usenet, BBS-with-big-ideas, proto-LJ called Cix. Many of them had managed to get horribly drunk in the same place at least once, realised they got on in real life too and, as is/was the nature of these things, create a closed and confidential conference so they could chatter about more stuff w/o the hoi polloi butting in, organise more drinking and bitch about said hoi polloi in comfort.

One of those Cix-types was fanatical about the fetish scene, and was always banging on about what he'd got up to at the weekend. He could turn an otherwise sensible conversation about Turbo Pascal or Jazz Funk into something that would make both Julian and Sandy run screaming from the room...

... As if by magic, this became known as the 'Bluebell Railway effect' and sits somewhere between Godwin's Law and the Mandy Rice-Davies rule.

At least, that's my version. Some of the people involved may well read this and go ' You lying bastard, it wasn't like that at all. You were too busy writing shonky printer drivers and reading those pervy comics.'

Your penance

Date: 2004-06-04 06:25 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lazrus-armagedn.livejournal.com
5 Nail Marys and 5 Hows Your Fathers


--
Your ever lovin' groovy vicar

Date: 2004-06-04 03:33 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] missfairchild.livejournal.com
anything I now can't cope with is going to get a bloody good hiding

Hoorah! Good for you. *applause*

Date: 2004-06-04 03:48 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] hirez.livejournal.com
Thank you.

I'll be expecting people to remind me of this post should I have an outbreak of whining, mind.

Date: 2004-06-04 05:13 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sarah-mum.livejournal.com
Well done that chap, and don't worry, the slapping-haddock is always close at hand.

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