The Ballard Suite in Nev Chamberlain's country bunker overlooks the empty swimming pool, appropriately enough. I'm here being told at some length about social engineering, stitching up managers and how to walk through unix boxes without leaving a trace. However, most of the time I'm staring out of the window at the Norman (I think - I'd best go check tomorrow in daylight) church and wishing I'd bought my 2600 and Hacktic t-shirts, just to strike some black-hatted terror into the rest of the people here.
It's hard to believe that it's been eleven years since I pottered about a field in northern Holland and discovered that most of the things I knew were Wrong, that there was a splendid techno remix of 'The Cutter', most of the people I associated with were close-minded fools and that there was a lot more to this internet business than had previously met the eye. It's been an interesting voyage into the heart of something I'm still not entirely happy with ever since.
I think I'd still like to reach a state of peace with the concept of weeks, though. It feels dreadfully wrong to have to measure one's life in weekends and spend so much time recovering from them or looking forward to the bloody things. A complete waste, in fact. 'Hump' days? No ta.
It's hard to believe that it's been eleven years since I pottered about a field in northern Holland and discovered that most of the things I knew were Wrong, that there was a splendid techno remix of 'The Cutter', most of the people I associated with were close-minded fools and that there was a lot more to this internet business than had previously met the eye. It's been an interesting voyage into the heart of something I'm still not entirely happy with ever since.
I think I'd still like to reach a state of peace with the concept of weeks, though. It feels dreadfully wrong to have to measure one's life in weekends and spend so much time recovering from them or looking forward to the bloody things. A complete waste, in fact. 'Hump' days? No ta.
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Date: 2004-12-08 09:36 pm (UTC)no subject
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Date: 2004-12-08 11:23 pm (UTC)But then I was always one to open the box rather than take the money...
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Date: 2004-12-08 11:28 pm (UTC)http://www.google.com/search?hl=en&lr=&c2coff=1&q=heu+hip+hal
I think it *is* dreadfully wrong. I blame the industrial revolution. Regular, well-managed, systematic work just isn't natural. Unless you're lucky or determined enough to force your work to be something you continue to like doing, of course.
Speaking of weekends, what are you up to ?
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Date: 2004-12-08 11:53 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-12-09 09:13 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-12-09 09:15 am (UTC)Weekend? Not sure yet.
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Date: 2004-12-09 09:59 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-12-09 10:53 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-12-09 11:27 am (UTC)Sunday. Hm. I sense a need for a Conspire.
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Date: 2004-12-09 11:33 am (UTC)Sunday.. something involving lunch somewhere maybe..
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Date: 2004-12-09 12:59 pm (UTC)I think, a lot of the time, that people need some kind of externally-provided structure to their lives. Walking away from that is scary and hard, but once you've succeeded I guess it's impossible to go back.
I suppose it's vaguely like thinking about an anarchist state. People will insist that someone has to be In Charge and don't seem to be able to conceptualise an alternative.
In the remote eventuality that I end up with a private income, I would be more than pleased to conduct research into the mindsets involved. Perhaps I could get some kind of grant...
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Date: 2004-12-09 01:15 pm (UTC)Perhaps I haven't escaped it at all...?
Yes, research.
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Date: 2004-12-09 04:44 pm (UTC)I spent a while (less than a year, though the influence is larger) working whenever I felt like it. I recall pub-closing 'til breakfast being my favourite timetable, though I needed less sleep in them days.
If I'm honest, I don't much care when I do work - often I'm inspired at silly-AM and need to get whatever's in my head onto disc, webbage or paper. Or I just get stuck in to something @ work because it's quiet when all the people have gone home.
Unfortunately, I need to fit into other people's timetables, but that's pretty much a function of having A Life (of a sort) that involves people not driven by the same daemons.
I still hanker after doing the things that are right for just me, and hang what anyone else thinks I should be doing...
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Date: 2004-12-09 04:44 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-12-09 08:07 pm (UTC)I think it's crucial that one finds a job that can't be arsed up by a manager. They take the shine off everything.
Three good managers in twenty years (modulo a couple off for bad behaviour) is a pretty poor average. They should jolly well pull their socks up.
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Date: 2004-12-18 11:31 am (UTC)no subject
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